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Thursday, February 23rd, 2006
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1:47 am - No surprise here..
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 | You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof).
Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe.
agnosticism | | 96% | Paganism | | 79% | Satanism | | 75% | Buddhism | | 71% | Islam | | 58% | atheism | | 54% | Judaism | | 50% | Hinduism | | 50% | Christianity | | 33% | </td>
Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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I am really not surprised. I am an agnostic through and through...though I am definitely interested in and somewhat identify with some religious traditions (Hinduism, Buddhism, Paganism) I still think that the existence of God and an afterlife is something that can never really be proven and remains an enigma, for the most part. However, I do not rule out any possibilities. It's interesting I scored pretty high for Satanism...though real Satanism (the philosophy, not the religion of sacrificing babies) makes sense, somewhat. I don't see how I scored slightly higher for Islam than Judaism and Hinduism, when I would much rather convert to Hinduism or Judaism that Islam. In fact, I would probably consider Judaism or Hinduism over Paganism or Satanism. If I had to choose a religion, I would probably be a Buddhist. But for now, I am content as an agnostic. Nobody has any definitive answers about whether God or the afterlife exist, and what they are like if they do exist, and I do not think any ideas I may have on the matter would be considered groundbreaking at all.
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| Tuesday, February 21st, 2006
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2:38 am - disappointment....
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I really don't know what to do about anything anymore.
When is my life gonna get better?
I guess I should always expect things not to work out, because if they don't, I will be prepared for it, but if they do, I will be pleasantly surprised.
current mood: dejected
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| Sunday, February 12th, 2006
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7:49 pm
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God I need to get a haircut.
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| Saturday, February 11th, 2006
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5:12 pm - A piece of advice for everyone...
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If you don't want to hang out with someone, DO NOT call or IM them saying that you do, and then make plans to go somewhere with them the next night, but never show up for it. Because that shit is just plain annoying. Why make plans to hang out with someone if you have no intention of actually showing up for it? All it does is waste everybody's time.
current mood:  irritated
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| Wednesday, February 8th, 2006
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10:01 pm - More of the life and times of yours truly...
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Well, the past couple weeks have been interesting, but good. I was without a phone for the past week and a half cause my old one broke and there was a mix-up when the new one arrived (it was accidentally sent back to Cingular), but I finally got it today and am extremely happy about it. It's the exact same model as my old phone though (Motorola V551), but this one actually works and isn't scratched to hell and doesn't have a busted front screen. Yay for functional cell phones. I'm just happy to have one because life sucks without it.
Other than that, things have been pretty fun lately. I don't want to give away too much here, but I met a really cool girl recently, and we have hung out a few times, and each time has been pretty decent. I even went to her place to watch the Super Bowl with her and her friends, which was a lot of fun. The Steelers won, which I guess was a good thing since said girl is a huge Steelers fan. I'm not really into either team, but I am glad that she is happy cause Pittsburgh won. Things appear to be going well with her, I hope it continues along that path...That's all I will say for now, because things tend to work more in my favor if I keep relatively quiet about them at first.
I recently dyed my hair black...I look somewhat like Pete Wentz(Fall Out Boy bassist).You can see a pic of me and my new hair on my myspace. fashionXcore haha
I had Taco Bell for dinner tonight. Man, I really wish I could quit eating fast food and drinking soda for a while. I just had to grab something here on campus cause I am in the library working on a take home test and studying for another test tomorrow. Welcome to my hell week...wish me luck <3
current mood:  anxious
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| Monday, January 23rd, 2006
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1:44 pm - Finally....an update
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Well, it has definitely been a while since I have updated this thing. Honestly, I don't really update this much anymore, I just mainly log on and check my friends page to see what my friends are up to. Other than that, don't expect too much from me on this.
Well, my main goal for this semester and year is to basically get my act together. You know, get good grades, join some clubs so I can have stuff to put on my resume (College Democrats, Reitz Union Board, maybe NORML), and figure out what I want to do when I graduate (probably in Spring 2007). I just recently switched my major to Anthropology....not much more useful than Religion, but kind of, and I already had a few classes under my belt, so I decided to switch. I am still minoring in Religion though. I really want to get my act together, figure out what I want to do, and start working toward that. I mean, I know I need to do it because my own future is at stake, but because that is one of the primary reasons Jamie broke up with me....she just didn't think that I had my act together and she wanted someone "who knows where he is and what he wants to do". And it seems like most girls here at UF want a guy who is like that too. So I will be working to become "someone who knows where he is and what he wants to do." I mean, of course I am not going to be a computer engineer (like that last guy Jamie dated and was fucking crazy about) or anything like that, but I at least want to work out some sort of plan for myself and my future. Maybe graduate school of some sort. I also decided, fuck the fraternity deal. It's just not the right thing for me at this point in my college career. And I also wish I had learned more about the real world when I was living in Marathon. But it is such a small, isolated town, that I really was not prepared for life elsewhere.
On a side note, I hope I can go to Taste of Chaos next month. The lineup sounds fucking awesome-As I Lay Dying, Atreyu, Deftones, Funeral For a Friend, Story of the Year, Silverstein, and others. I don't know if I would want to go to the one in Orlando (closer, have friends there) or in Miami (has friends I really want to see). If any of you are going to either show, holla.
I am writing this from a computer in the CIRCA lab, cause the internet in my apt was disconnected cause I forgot to pay the bill. Hopefully I will be taking care of that soon...
Classes this semester are alright, I guess. My anthro professor is kinda boring, but my Religions of India class is pretty cool.
current mood:  cynical
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| Thursday, November 17th, 2005
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5:25 pm - something I should have realized a LONG time ago....
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It has apparently taken me 22 years to learn that when a girl says "Let's just be friends", what she REALLY means is "I want you out of my life". So the next time a girl says that to me, I am running as far as I can in the opposite direction, because any further effort on her is just a complete waste of time.
current mood:  disappointed
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| Monday, November 14th, 2005
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12:57 am - You know...
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Sometimes you just have to take experiences for what they are and move forward from there.
current mood:  contemplative
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| Sunday, November 13th, 2005
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1:51 pm - Grrrr....
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Drama sucks. Especially when it is between you and someone who is supposed to be your friend. Must this shit always happen whenever I freakin hang out with a girl and kiss her, even if it is just as friends.....it only leads to drama later?! I know you were drunk when you said all that but still...accusing me of all this shit I didn't do. Why must dating or even being friends with someone of the opposite sex always lead to drama and all this bullshit sexual tension? Oh well, if you still want to be friends I guess that's cool, if not then that is your prerogative, if you feel that I just annoy you then maybe it would be better if I just stay out of your life so I don't further aggravate you. Whatever.
In other news, Happy Birthday to me :)
current mood: annoyed
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| Saturday, October 22nd, 2005
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6:45 pm - I didn't mean to sound so desperate....
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I'm really not as desperate and crazy as my last couple posts have suggested.....
I would just like to find a girlfriend and it is just proving to be harder than I could ever have possible imagined it to be. And it if frustrating. that's all
current mood:  blank
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3:38 am
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If ANYONE has any girl advice....ie what girls want in a guy, how I should approach/act toward them, what I should do to keep their interest.....PLEASE FEEL FREE TO LEAVE ME A COMMENT WITH SUCH ADVICE.
Thank you. <3
current mood: frustrated
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1:38 am - An offer you can't refuse....or maybe not....
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Attention all girls:
If any of you would like to have some coffee together and talk about politics, religion, philosophy, music, art, school, people, places, love, life, or any other topic imaginable, we should meet at Starbucks next Friday evening. And if things go well, we could even share a kiss at the end of the night.
And maybe, just maybe, you would answer your phone if I call you so we could do it again.
And we could go out again and have a great time.
And then we could fall in love.
current mood: melancholy
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| Friday, October 21st, 2005
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10:16 pm
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A funny conversation with Blake...
YourFadingBeauty: WHY GOD WHY
undiscloseddude: god doesnt exsist
undiscloseddude: dont ask someone thats not there
YourFadingBeauty: lol...try telling that to deedee
YourFadingBeauty: that god doesn't exist
YourFadingBeauty: see her reaction
undiscloseddude: should i pop some popcorn before hand
undiscloseddude: and bring a lawn chair
Everything else sucks though. Things with Jackie didn't work out, but at least we are still friends. She didn't get all weird on me like the other girls did, which is good. But still, why can't I get a nice, cute, smart girl to like me and want to be with me? And why am I always the one to get rejected?
current mood: depressed
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| Friday, October 7th, 2005
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12:13 pm - A quick update....
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Well, it is homecoming here at UF, and I am going to Gator Growl with some friends tonight. Hopefully it will be entertaining. Unfortunately I can't go to Rahul's 21st birthday party in Orlando, which sucks cause I haven't seen that kid in ages, but 2 hours is a ways to go just for a party. There is a parade going on right now, but I doubt I will watch it, as I only recently woke up.
Anyway, I mentioned this date I went on a few entries ago...things with that girl Sonia didn't work out, but now I have been hanging out with another one recently. She's really cool, she's a Hispanic Jew, which makes for an interesting background. We've just been chillin, we went to the hookah bar in Gainesville, Farah's, last Saturday night, and just sat there smoking hookah and talking for hours. We had some coffee together Wednesday night, and yesterday, after unexpectedly running into her on the bus, we had a bite to eat at Panera before she had to go into work at Hillel. At around 10:15, I came to Hillel (that's the Jewish cener on campus) and I just chilled with Jackie, kept her company, and she showed me around the place. It was pretty cool. I'm just gonna keep chillin with her and see where things go. I enjoy her company a lot. I also went to a party last night with Hash and Talbert, which wasn't overly exciting but I did get to drink a little.
It rained like a motherfucker yesterday. I hate it when it does that.
Well, guess it's time to take a shower and get ready for the day.
current mood:  calm
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| Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
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5:39 pm - hmmm...
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I suppose I will no longer debate people on politics and religion. At least, not for a while anyway. If you have beliefs that disagree with mine...that's all you. I'm not going to say anything about it anymore. Those are your views, and I respect them. I don't really care if you disagree with my views, as long as you continue to respect them and me. I suppose I will only discuss these subjects with certain people who I know agree with me and enjoy discussing those subjects. And furthermore, fuck writing about politics and religion in here for a while. I mean, I might still every now and then, but I just need to get away from those topics a bit. The whole thing just causes way too much discord between people. If you write something I profoundly disagree with in your livejournal or xanga or myspace or what have you, I will just read it, think "I don't agree with that", and put it out of my head for the rest of the day. I won't make posts challenging you on it. Just treat me with respect, whether you agree with my beliefs on politics and religion or not. I will do the same for you.
That is all.
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| Thursday, September 29th, 2005
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8:39 pm
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Why does shit always happen to me?
current mood: depressed
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| Friday, September 23rd, 2005
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6:42 pm - A long overdue political rant...
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Does anyone else find it funny that the Republicans who flipped shit when the government wanted to take ONE brain-damaged woman who had been in a coma for many years off life support, yet voted for a president who is waging an illegal oil war in which thousands of healthy, able-bodied human beings have died so far? So much for being "pro-life".....
Maybe Kanye West was a moron for saying Dubya doesn't care about black people....but that doesn't mean Bush handled the Katrina situation well....while Bush is taking it upon himself to "liberate" people halfway around the world, he is letting his own country go to hell....I mean, New Orleans is practically the Third World now. And Bush's approval ratings lower than ever, makes me wonder how he got re-elected...oh wait, people just can't get past the issues of abortion and gay marriage because their holy scripture says those things are wrong, and somehow think those are the ONLY moral issues the Bible addresses, so those two little things somehow take precedence over such "hippie ideals" as peace, love, and compassion for the poor that just happened to to be expounded by their very savior himself. Some people (and a certain president) seriously have their priorities out of order....
current mood: irritated
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| Saturday, September 17th, 2005
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12:08 am - Finally...
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Sorry about that last entry. I was just super pissed at Jamie when I werote it. But things are all better with me and her casue she FINALLY explained why she broke up with me yesterday, and she said things she should have said three months ago. So that situation is calm now.
My luck with girls is definitely looking up....the date went well ;)
current mood: pleased
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| Thursday, September 15th, 2005
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5:49 pm
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GIRLS SUCK.
It's like no decent girls at UF think I'm even worth their time.
But I got a date to look forward to tomorrow....hopefully...
current mood: depressed
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| Tuesday, June 28th, 2005
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11:57 am - Life sucks....
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Well, kiddies, looks like I have rejoined all those fish in the sea.
Anyone wanna be my girlfriend?
current mood: depressed
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